I love you. The End.

:D sorry but I just gotta tell you ALL the things that I loved about this, and there are so many *nod* I am sure I will miss some, but I just wanted to tell you this is awsome work here, seriously I am so pimping this to all my friends!

First: OMG The Lips & The Eyes. The description you gave of the makeup girl applying moisturizer to his lips had me practically swooning. And I love how you draw emphasis to his eyes, because ITA with the fact that they are so emotional & beautiful. Who ever said the eyes are the window to the soul, knew one Mr. Ackles.

Second: He knew Jensen was angry, shut down, closed off. And somehow he knew he was responsible for that too. He just wasn’t sure why, or if he really wanted to know. What was the point? It wasn’t like anything was really going to happen between the two of them. Why risk opening up those kind of feelings only to have to swallow them back down again? It hurt too much. So little by little, he closed that part of him off too. The part that craved that look in Jensen’s eyes. The part that remembered the feel of his mouth.
There are just no words to describe how awsome this is, how IMO so on spot for these two, it's raw and broken and so wonderfully written.

Again, sorry for the rambling, but I just love this so much !! Please, more, soon *hug*