I’m loving this deep dive into Dean’s head. It’s so good to re-see these events and really get to feel what went on with Dean 🤗 I feel so bad for Lisa. She wasn’t a bad person (although badly drawn in canon) but she fell in love with the wrong person. And she really must have loved him for what she gave to the relationship but in a better world she would have given that to someone who could return it. regardless as soon as Sam came back it was over anyway. And I’m loving expanding on Dean’s feelings of ‘wrong’ with soulless!sam. Everything from that first hug not being desperate enough to the lack of empathy. I love how you emphasise that with examples from their childhood: Dean having to rescue worms 😂 I can just imagine. Dean purposely learning his slapstick just to make Sam smile. Absolutely 🤗🤗. And especially Dean missing the worlds of conversation that they have from the lift of an eyebrow, a sparkle in the eyes, and a quirk of the lips. That is my happy place for those too and I totally feel how it’s lack just rubs Dean the wrong way. But oh, the missing touch. Lol soulless sam certainly doesn’t have the same inhibitions 😂 and damn I’m looking forward to the twisty angsty conflict that it’s going to cause in Dean 😄
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Date: 2022-01-11 03:57 pm (UTC)I feel so bad for Lisa. She wasn’t a bad person (although badly drawn in canon) but she fell in love with the wrong person. And she really must have loved him for what she gave to the relationship but in a better world she would have given that to someone who could return it. regardless as soon as Sam came back it was over anyway. And I’m loving expanding on Dean’s feelings of ‘wrong’ with soulless!sam. Everything from that first hug not being desperate enough to the lack of empathy. I love how you emphasise that with examples from their childhood: Dean having to rescue worms 😂 I can just imagine. Dean purposely learning his slapstick just to make Sam smile. Absolutely 🤗🤗. And especially Dean missing the worlds of conversation that they have from the lift of an eyebrow, a sparkle in the eyes, and a quirk of the lips. That is my happy place for those too and I totally feel how it’s lack just rubs Dean the wrong way. But oh, the missing touch. Lol soulless sam certainly doesn’t have the same inhibitions 😂 and damn I’m looking forward to the twisty angsty conflict that it’s going to cause in Dean 😄