Oh my god, I thought you were going to end it in a pining, non requited lose all hope way and then you didn’t! My heart!
It was fascinating how Sam couldn’t handle the feelings he was beginning to have, not love or affection, he seemed to resent feeling a kind of dependence on Dean—must be hardwired to those boys. It must have been confusing and it certainly angered him and Dean was right, I’m sure Sam would have left, and eventually Dean would have been nothing to him. Dean would have paid a harsh price for exercising some control over Sam.
I’m glad that Dean didn’t fight or argue or try to talk Sam out of his feelings, but I guess Soulless!Sam was evidence enough as to how deep real Sam’s feelings went—deep enough to twist up he Sam who freely admitted he didn’t give a damn about Dean.
I loved the progression of this! It was deeply satisfying, scary and lovely! Dean and Soulless!Sam together is endlessly fascinating to me—thanks a million times for sharing this! Again you write a story that becomes one of my favorites. ♥
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Date: 2020-07-17 06:51 am (UTC)It was fascinating how Sam couldn’t handle the feelings he was beginning to have, not love or affection, he seemed to resent feeling a kind of dependence on Dean—must be hardwired to those boys. It must have been confusing and it certainly angered him and Dean was right, I’m sure Sam would have left, and eventually Dean would have been nothing to him. Dean would have paid a harsh price for exercising some control over Sam.
I’m glad that Dean didn’t fight or argue or try to talk Sam out of his feelings, but I guess Soulless!Sam was evidence enough as to how deep real Sam’s feelings went—deep enough to twist up he Sam who freely admitted he didn’t give a damn about Dean.
I loved the progression of this! It was deeply satisfying, scary and lovely! Dean and Soulless!Sam together is endlessly fascinating to me—thanks a million times for sharing this! Again you write a story that becomes one of my favorites. ♥