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Title: Six Minutes to Midnight
Author: [livejournal.com profile] runedgirl
Rating: PG
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Word Count 900
Summary: New Year's Eve Winchester Style
Warning: current canon

For the commentfic meme at [livejournal.com profile] samdean_otp for [livejournal.com profile] cordelia_gray





Dean was asleep.

Sam was drunk, and Dean was asleep.

It was six minutes to midnight on New Year’s Eve, and Sam was drunk, and Dean had been too, before he’d fallen asleep right in the middle of Justin Bieber singing and Ryan Seacrest grinning white-teethed and what looked like half the world jammed into Times Square on the tiny motel television.

That was fifteen minutes ago, and Sam’s attention had drifted from the screen to the stretch of Dean’s neck as his head lolled back against the couch. Dean didn’t relax these days unless he was sleeping, leftover Purgatory hypervigilance still riding him, and Sam tried to avoid those darting green eyes, afraid he’d see reproach there still. The creases in Dean’s forehead were smoothed out now, the arch of his eyebrows giving away nothing. Sam was used to reading Dean’s expressions as easily – more easily – than he could Dean’s words. He had an eloquent face, Sam thought, and wanted to giggle.

Dean startled in his sleep, lashes fluttering and one fist clenching briefly on the sofa cushion before he settled again. Dean’s eyes were too pretty, too girly for a man so lethal. Sam had often thought it, and Purgatory had done nothing to blunt it. Sam brushed the tip of his finger clumsily across the soft spikes of Dean’s lashes where they lay dark against his freckled skin. They were soft, like he’d thought they probably would be. Dean’s nose twitched; he opened his mouth and smacked his lips a few times like maybe there was a fly on his face and he was making sure he didn’t eat it by mistake.

Sam almost laughed out loud at the thought, but Dean quieted again, his mouth falling open as he sighed and settled more deeply into the sagging cushions. Dean’s lips were as girly as his eyelashes, maybe more. They were pink and plump with a bow in the middle that called out for Sam’s fingertip to poke him right there. Just to see if they were as soft as they looked.

“They are,” Sam whispered, and let his finger run over the swell of Dean’s lower lip where the flesh gave easily, and Sam thought that it would be nice to kiss Dean there, have all that soft swell against his own mouth.

Ryan Seacrest got to three-two-one at the same time Sam thought about kissing his brother, and that seemed like it must be an omen, so Sam leaned down and pressed his lips to Dean’s. They were even softer against his mouth, and it was nice to have someone he loved to kiss on New Year’s Eve, and Sam was smiling when suddenly Dean’s tongue swept over his bottom lip, warm and slick and wet, and Sam felt it all over, a shuddering heat from his toes all the way up to his ears, and Sam was sure they were on fire. There seemed nothing to do but answer with his own, the instinct to rise to any challenge his big brother put out there long ago ingrained, and Sam tangled his tongue with Dean’s, pushed back and licked in, and the fire was all over him now, every inch of him alight with it.

People were singing Auld Lang Syne on television and Sam was making out with his brother on the couch of a crappy little motel in Colorado. Dean woke up enough to close his mouth about the same time the Times Square crowd stopped singing, and said “S’mmy? What?” sort of garbled against Sam’s chin. Sam’s skin was wet and tingly there, slick from Dean’s messy kisses.

Sam leaned back and sat up a little more, trying to remember what the appropriate reaction was. I’m sorry? I didn’t mean it? Let’s do it some more?

“Um, Happy New Year,” he settled on instead. Dean’s eyes were wide and green. The crease reappeared on his forehead, and Sam reached out to smooth his thumb over it.

“Don’t wanna see you worried,” Sam said, because he was maybe even more drunk than he’d been ten minutes ago, and he kept wanting to say things that were true, even if it was against the rules.

“Worried about what?” Dean asked, and his eyes were less wide but no less green.

“Anything,” Sam said, shaking his head sadly. “Everything.” He rubbed his thumb back and forth across Dean’s forehead, then let it drift down Dean’s cheek and over the slightly stubbled line of his jaw. He saw the moment Dean felt the touch for what it was, and everything slowed and tilted and shook a little, the universe trying to decide which way to let the Winchesters’ world turn. Sam wasn’t surprised when it spun in a different direction than everyone else’s; it had always been that way.

When Sam took his hand away, Dean’s forehead was smooth, his expression open.

“Well I guess that helps a little,” Dean said, and Sam combed his fingers through the soft spikes of Dean’s hair, down the nape of his neck, until Dean shivered and Sam knew that they were both catching fire. Dean’s lips parted, his cheeks pinked. Sam could see the bob of his Adam’s apple as Dean leaned his head back again, into Sam’s touch.

“A little is good,” Sam said, and shifted on the couch to press in closer, until he could feel the warmth of Dean’s breath against his cheek, then against his lips. He paused there, savoring the promise of change that for once was theirs to decide on – not angels, not demons, not vampires, not even other people. Dean leaned up and caught Sam’s mouth with his own, and Sam let himself fall.


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Date: 2013-01-05 09:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
He saw the moment Dean felt the touch for what it was, and everything slowed and tilted and shook a little, the universe trying to decide which way to let the Winchesters’ world turn. Sam wasn’t surprised when it spun in a different direction than everyone else’s; it had always been that way.

Oh, I *LOVE* that--yes, it's true!
Beautiful little story, thanks so much for sharing this! :)

Date: 2013-01-06 08:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
You're very welcome, so glad you enjoyed! And ooh, you liked my favorite bit - that makes my day :)

Date: 2013-01-05 09:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deirdre-c.livejournal.com
OMG YESSSSSSSSSSS.

*puddle of goo*

Date: 2013-01-06 08:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
That puts a big smile on my face to turn you into a puddle of goo, bb :) Thank you!

Date: 2013-01-05 09:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tebtosca.livejournal.com
Yes, this. All of this. ♥

Date: 2013-01-06 08:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
We wish!! ;) Thank you so much, so glad you liked!

Date: 2013-01-05 10:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cosmo-naught.livejournal.com
Sam leaned back and sat up a little more, trying to remember what the appropriate reaction was. I’m sorry? I didn’t mean it? Let’s do it some more?

priceless! i really liked this <3 awesome fill.

...and hah, i'd actually titled mine 'a minute to midnight', but i neglected to include it in the post. just thought it was a nice coincidence (:

Date: 2013-01-06 08:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
That's too funny - I didn't read any of the other fills before I wrote this, so that would've been a weird coincidence. Loved your fill too! :)

Date: 2013-01-05 11:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ash48.livejournal.com
Awwwww, so sweet, but mixed with a dash of angst so it's all them.

Oh god this:

the universe trying to decide which way to let the Winchesters’ world turn. Sam wasn’t surprised when it spun in a different direction than everyone else’s; it had always been that way.

Absolutely perfect.

That was lovely. Thanks.
xoxox

Date: 2013-01-06 08:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
You're very welcome, I'm thrilled you enjoyed! And ooooh, you liked the bit that was my favorite part - that makes my day :)

Date: 2013-01-05 11:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] electricmonk333.livejournal.com
"Sam wasn’t surprised when it spun in a different direction than everyone else’s; it had always been that way."

That about sums it up perfectly. Loved it!

Date: 2013-01-06 08:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, I'm so glad you liked that line, it's sort of the idea for the whole little fic, so yay!

Date: 2013-01-06 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chellexxx.livejournal.com
this was just perfect, so adorable & hopefully cannon one day
xxx

Date: 2013-01-06 08:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
We can dream, right??! Thanks so much, so glad you liked :)
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Date: 2013-01-06 08:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Oh yes, I'm am most definitely as obsessed as you are :) Considered yourself and my ficlet engaged to be married. Pick a date ;)

Thanks again!
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From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com - Date: 2013-01-07 04:21 pm (UTC) - Expand
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Date: 2013-01-06 08:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Totally my headcanon for the boys too. *sighs* Thanks so much, so glad you enjoyed this :)

Date: 2013-01-06 06:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] marlivia.livejournal.com
So Sweet, i loved it.

Date: 2013-01-06 08:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thank you, so glad you enjoyed!

Date: 2013-01-06 07:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sleepypercy.livejournal.com
So many beautiful images in this that I love. And the ending is just wonderful with that promise of self-deciding fate.

Date: 2013-01-06 08:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for the lovely comment - especially that the imagery works for you and the ending came through like I wanted it to. So glad you enjoyed :)

Date: 2013-01-06 07:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lyryk.livejournal.com
everything slowed and tilted and shook a little, the universe trying to decide which way to let the Winchesters’ world turn

So beautiful and perfect. <333

Date: 2013-01-06 08:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm so so happy that the line which sort of defined this little fic for me jumped out at you - that makes my day :)

Date: 2013-01-06 08:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] callistosh65.livejournal.com
Oh wow, that's lovely - what a gorgeous moment between them.

Date: 2013-01-06 08:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thanks so much, I'm thrilled you enjoyed this :)

Date: 2013-01-06 08:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jackien1968.livejournal.com
Very sweet. If only. Awwww, Boys.

<3
J

Date: 2013-01-06 08:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Ah, if only, indeed :) Glad you liked!

Date: 2013-01-06 10:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] without-me.livejournal.com
Mmm, happy new year to us all!

Date: 2013-01-06 08:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Happy New Year gf, glad you liked :)

Date: 2013-01-06 11:30 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] fanspired
Yes, Dean's face is eloquent. Perfect way of expressing it. Beautiful story.

Date: 2013-01-06 09:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for the lovely feedback, and especially for noting that line. I struggled to find the right word to say what I wanted to about Dean and his expressive face, and I'm thrilled that it worked for you too :)

Date: 2013-01-06 01:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
ah, romance, Winchester-style. Heavy with the past but here, you've managed to infuse it with a little bit of hope for the future. Bravo!

Date: 2013-01-06 09:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thank you! I can't help but write the boys angsty, but I *need* to write them hopeful too. So glad you enjoyed this :)

Date: 2013-01-06 06:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ramona4jake.livejournal.com
man, how I wish this would be the beginning of the next episode !!! ;o)

thank you !!

Date: 2013-01-06 09:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
You and me both! You're very welcome, glad you liked :)

Date: 2013-01-06 07:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jodean80.livejournal.com
Oh, soooo good!

Date: 2013-01-06 09:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thanks so much, so glad you liked :)

Date: 2013-01-06 07:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jespretender.livejournal.com
That was lovely. Big sigh.

Date: 2013-01-06 09:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
The boys make me sigh like that alot :) Glad you enjoyed this, thanks so much!

Date: 2013-01-06 09:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] megumiogata-1.livejournal.com
Very sweet. I like. :)

Date: 2013-01-07 12:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Thank you, I'm so glad you liked this :)

Date: 2013-01-06 09:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] softpinksugar.livejournal.com
Mmm, that's nice. I especially like this: He saw the moment Dean felt the touch for what it was, and everything slowed and tilted and shook a little, the universe trying to decide which way to let the Winchesters’ world turn. And that last sentence. Lovely.

Date: 2013-01-07 12:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
Oh thank you, you liked the sentence that I wove this little fic around, which totally makes my day. And I have a thing about last sentences, so yay! :)

Date: 2013-01-06 11:12 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] analineblue.livejournal.com
*flails* Loved this. <3 And that bit about the Winchesters' world spinning differently from everyone else's is totally my favorite part, too~ Thank you for this! ^__^

Date: 2013-01-07 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
I'm so so glad that other people liked that line, which was what I really wanted to say more than anything. You're so very welcome - thank you so much for your lovely comment!

Date: 2013-01-07 02:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] imaginecoolname.livejournal.com
Awww, how I wish. *sighs* This was beautiful and so very lovely. Happy New Year to us all, thank you so much for this little gem.

Date: 2013-01-07 04:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
You're so very welcome, I'm thrilled this hit the spot. And oh yes, how I wish it too. :)

Happy New Year to you as well!

Date: 2013-01-07 04:18 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] sammichgirl
I think Sam giggling would be the best sound in the universe. Loved his reaction to Dean's lips being so soft. And even more Dean's reaction to Sam's sweet kisses.

Oh boys...please find your way there! SOON!

Date: 2013-01-07 04:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com
I feel like we're all keeping our fingers crossed and hoping against hope that the boys find their way back to each other onscreen and not just in our fic :) Thanks so much for reading and commenting!
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