Fic List

[runedgirl]

Sam/Dean Fic




One Shot Fics:

• Nothing Weird About It


• February 14th


• Warm On The Inside (Wincestiel)


• In The Dark


• Two Days In July


• There Was A Girl. And Then There Wasn't


• Bring My Body Home


• In The Dark


• Lookin' At Me, Lookin' At You


• Fifth Base (Sam/Dean/Rowena)


• The Ugliest Dog In The World


• Never's A Long Time


• More Than Words


• Take Me To Church


• The First Time


• Not Like This (Like This)


• The Secrets You Keep


• Toolman


• Six Minutes To Midnight


• I’m Gonna Make This Place Your Home


• Move On - Coda to 8.06


• And Still My Hands Know Your Heart


• The Most Logical Thing


• In Your Reflected Light, He Glows


• Five Times Dean Winchester Almost Kissed His Brother


• (Will you) Remember Me?


• Whatever This Is (Words Get In The Way)


• Thankful


• Enjoy the Silence


• Five Things Sam Wishes Dean Knew and One Thing He’s Glad he Doesn’t


• Hunting
  

  
  
  Long Fics and Challenge Fics:
  
  All The Little Lossess (Sam/Dean, Soulless Sam/Dean) for spnj2bigbang 2020
  All The Little Losses
  
  Here At The End for SPN Napowrimo poetry challenge 2019
  Here At The End
  
  Homecoming for spnj2bigbang 2019
  Homecoming
  
  Monsters Ball for saltburnporn 2019
  Monsters Ball
  
  For The Love of Chuck (Or Not) for wincestbigbang 2019
  For the Love of Chuck (Or Not)
  
  Touch My Brother And You Die for spnj2xmas 2018
  Touch My Brother And Die
  
  The Longer the Waiting (The Sweeter The Kiss) for wincestbigbang 2018
  The Longer The Waiting
  
  The City of Brotherly Love for spnj2bigbang 2018
  The City of Brotherly Love
  
  Lookin' At Me, Lookin' At You for spnspringfling 2018
  Lookin' At Me, Lookin' At You
  
  One Time On New Year's Eve for spnj2xmas 2017
  One Time On New Year's Eve
  
  That Time Dean Came to Stanford for wincestbigbang 2017
  That Time Dean Came to Stanford
  
  I Wanna Live With You (Even When We're Ghosts) for spnj2bigbang 2017
  I Wanna Live With You (Even When We're Ghosts) for spn_j2_bigbang 2017
  
  Brand New Start for spnspringfling 2017
  Brand New Start
  
  Bitten for spnj2xmas 2016
  Bitten for spn_j2_xmas 2016
  
  Ghost of a Long Ago Kiss for wincestbigbang 2016
  Ghost of a Long Ago Kiss for wincestbigbang 2016
  
  Back On The Chain Gang for spnj2bigbang 2016
  Back On The Chain Gang for spn_j2_bigbang 2016
  
  Oral Fixation for spn masquerade 2016
  Oral Fixation for spn_masquerade 2016
  
  Crash and Burn for spnj2xmas 2015
  Crash and Burn for spn_j2_xmas 2015
  
  Out of the Darkness for wincestbigbang 2015
  Out of the Darkness for wincestbigbang 2015
  
  Inside Out Man for spnj2bigbang 2015
  Inside Out Man for spn_j2_bigbang 2015
  
  Both or Nothing for spnmasquerade 2015
  Both Or Nothing for spn_masquerade 2015
  
  Surprising Confessions for spnspringfling 2015
  Surprising Confessions
  
  (You) Make A Mess of Me for spnj2xmas 2014
  (You) Make A Mess of Me
  
  Five Times... for the SamDean OTP minibang 2014
  Five Times the Winchesters Pretended They Didn’t and One Time That Didn’t Work
  
  But Blood Is Thicker for Big Bang 2014
  But Blood Is Thicker
  
  Different As It's Always Been for the SamDean OTP minibang 2013
  Different As It’s Always Been
  
  Living Is Easy With Eyes Closed for the spn-j2-xmas 2013
  Living Is Easy With Eyes Closed
  
  Big Bang 2013 – Becomes A Monster
  Becomes A Monster
  PDF here: Becomes A Monster PDF
  
  Big Bang 2012 – 143 Alice Grim Lane
  143 Alice Grim Lane
  Link to PDF: PDF on 4Shared or PDF on Rapidshare
  
  When A Witch Is Not A Witch: A Supernatural Christmas Story (for spn-j2-xmas challenge 2012)
  When A Witch Is Not A Witch
  
  Man Enough (for the samdeanotp minibang challenge 2012)
  Man Enough
  
  Resurrection – (Coda to S7 finale) (for the heartofspn challenge)
  Resurrection
  
  The Game Is Afoot (Season 7 missing scene for the Missing Scenes Challenge)
  The Game Is Afoot
  
  The Devil Made Me Do It - spnj2xmas 2011
  The Devil Made Me Do It
  
  Lay Your Body Down (Next to Mine) - big bang 2011
  Lay Your Body Down
  
  The Only Thing That's Real - samdeanotp challenge 2011
  The Only Thing That's Real
  
  Every Me and Every You - spnj2xmas 2010
  Every Me and Every You
  
  The Outlaw Dean Winchester - Big Bang 2010
  Master Post
  
  Fade To Black (Not While Your Hand's In Mine) Chapters 1 through 18!
  Master Post
  
  Black Is The Color Of My True Love's Eyes - Sequel to Fade to Black
  Chapter One
  
  Some Wishes Are Worth Waiting For - spn j2 xmas 2009
  Merry Christmas!
  
  The Ghost Of Somebody At His Side - Big Bang 2009
  Master Post
  
  How Dean Winchester Got Everything He Didn't Know He Wanted For Christmas - spn j2 xmas 2008
  Merry Christmas!
  
  The Year Of Letting Go - Big Bang 2008
  Master Post
  
  The End of the World (In Your Eyes)
  Part 1 Part 2
  
  Ash Wednesday
  Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8
  
  More PDFs, Ebooks and Podfics:
  
  Fade to Black PDF - by a_non_reader
  
  The Year of Letting Go PDF - pdf courtesy of too_rational and candygramme
  
  The Outlaw Dean Winchester PDF
  
  The Only Thing That's Real PDF
  
  Lay Your Body Down PDF
  
  Fade to Black ebook direct download link, thanks to eosrose here:
  http://j2-spn-ebooks.livejournal.com/39498.html
  And in the epub comm on dreamwidth here:
  http://brinkofdawn.dreamwidth.org/1153.html
  http://brinkofdawn.dreamwidth.org/1342.html
  
  motelwincest of The Year of Letting Go - podfic courtesy of meansprite
  
  
  
  J2 Fic
  
  
  One Shot: Football Star
  Football Star
  
  Do You Still Believe in Love, I Wonder (for spnspringfling 2014)
  Do You Still Believe In Love, I Wonder
  
  Blame It On The Rain (for spnspringfling 2013)
  Blame It On The Rain
  
  Where Sam and Dean Leave Off and We Begin
  Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12

  
  Three Rounds At the Bar
  Round One - English Lessons
  Round Two - Talk to Me
  Round Three - Just Another Friday Night

  
  One Shot Fics:



• The Eyelash Effect


• We're Not in Kansas Anymore (sequel to The Eyelash Effect)


• Would You Like Coffee With Your Crisis?


• I'll Have Mine Black and Bitter


• Cigarette Smoking Can Be Hazardous to your Sexuality


• Where There's Smoke There's Fire


• Only Their Hairdresser Knows for Sure


• Moving On

Comments

[ou-peachus.livejournal.com]

just in case you wanted to know....

http://ou-peachus.livejournal.com/57754.html

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your kind words and awesome recs! You totally made our day, and I mean that literally -- nothing makes a writer happier than knowing someone enjoyed what was written. Thanks again, and it's very nice to 'meet' you too!

Happy New Year,
Lynsey
(and Kat too)

[absrip.livejournal.com]

Hey so sorry to bother you, but I really, really would love to read your DA Alive story, is it friend-locked or deleted cause I can't seem to get access?

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hi there -- it's locked right now, but I'll unlock it for a bit if you'd like to read it. Will a few days be enough time? It's a pretty violent story, so I tend to keep it locked.

Btw, you make the awesome J2/Wincest manips, don't you? If so, I need to give you big congrats for how incredible they are.

Let me know what you think of this story? It's darker than anything else I've done. Much. :)

[absrip.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for unlocking it for me, a few days is perfect:P I'll be sure to comment when I've read it, can't wait. I'm going through a DA slash phase so I was so trilled when I saw you had a story!

And glad you enjoy my manips, thank you;)

[(Anonymous)]

Hi! I was wondering if I could read 'Driver Picks the Music'? If you don't want it open to the pubic that's cool, feel free to tell me to shut up. XD

Slightly related, I've read the Year of Letting Go (several times!) and I love it to pieces. The outsider pov's were wonderfully written and they all had character and developed personalities in a way OC's often don't in fanfic, if that makes any sense. And I loved the way Sam cared for Dean and poor Dean and his insecurities (quick, Sam can hug him for me). Not to mention the end -- my reaction to was basically :D!!!! Ahem. SHUTTING UP NOW. *g*

Yeah, no lj account for me. Anon aaaaall the way. :D

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hi there, thanks so much for the comments on The Year of Letting Go, especially that you liked the OCs, which I love writing. Very glad you liked :)

I'd be happy to open up 'Driver' for a day or two if you want to read, I keep it locked because it's quite dark and a disturbing subject to tackle -- but if you'd like to read, let me know when and I'll open it up for a day or so for you.

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hey, just wanted to let you know the fic is open to read if you're interested. It's dark tho, just so you know.

Would like ro read but...

[emptyspaces11.livejournal.com]

I would like to read the fic Driver Picks the Music by Lynsey. May I ? What I need to do to read the fic? Sorry my poor English... I read very well but can't express myself in a way as good as I would. This is the first time I am here and the title sounds interesting. I would read the others in time. And I put this page in my memories...

Re: Would like ro read but...

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

It's open now if you'd like to read -- but it's the darkest and most disturbing of all the fics here, so please be warned and don't read if that sort of content is upsetting. The others are for the most part alot less dark!

[morgandawn.livejournal.com]

I'd love to read "Driver Picks the Music" - I am OK with dark themes.

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

I've unlocked it for you if you want to read - warning for serious dub con, which is why we usually have it locked. I'll leave it unlocked for the next day or so - let me know when you've read it? I'd welcome your feedback as well. Thanks!

[serendip50.livejournal.com]

Hey there....a lot of these stories are unavailable. I'd love to read DA. Alive and Driver Picks the Music any chance of unlocking? Please. Hugs xx

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hi there -- Sorry I missed this comment until someone else asked here! I'll unlock them both today and keep them unlocked for a week or so. Both contain violence and serious dub-con, so be sure you're okay with that before reading, okay? And let me know what you think?
*hugs*

[who-favor-fire.livejournal.com]

Would it be possible for me to get you to unlock the Driver Picks the Music series?

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hi there -- I'll unlock it today and leave it open for a week or so. Warning for serious dub-con, so please be sure you're okay with that before reading. And let me know what you think?
*hugs*

[irish-dragon.livejournal.com]

added your page to my memories.

wounderful stories.

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I'm so glad you enjoyed them, and really appreciate your letting us know :)
*hugs*

[alienat.livejournal.com]

I don't know why, but until know I've mostly read J2 fics. But lately I need my Sam/Dean love and all of your list looks amazing. I'll definitely be back to check them out. :)

Edit because stupid typos are stupid.

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Awesome! Hope you enjoy :)

Fic Rec

[pingback-bot.livejournal.com]

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[falling-faith86.livejournal.com]

hi sorry to bug you but i would really like to read the AW/A Alive fic. My friend told me about it but when i clicked on it its locked. I have a sudden craving for some White / Alec. I just started watching the secound season again. :)
And i see you write spn fandom. YAY! i will check out some of those till i get a answer. Thank you for letting me bug. Off to reading. :)

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hey there, so sorry I didn't see this message. If you'd still like to read the AW/A fic, drop me a line and I can open it up for a day or two. I mostly write SPN now - hope you enjoy some of those :)

[nong-pradu.livejournal.com]

Hey there! Would you mind opening this up for me as well? I'm on a DA kick and would love to read this!!

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hey there,
If you'd still like to read my Dark Angel Alex/Ames fic, it's open for a few weeks here:
http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/11730.html

Heed the warnings! And let me know if you do read :)

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hey there, I'm so glad you enjoyed The Year of Letting Go -- let me know if you read anything else you like? Thanks so much for commenting, it means alot!

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

I guess most of those downloads aren't working anymore, ack. You can always read it here on LJ -- The Outlaw Dean Winchester


So sorry, I'm not tech savvy enough to make replacement DL links. I hope you can read it on LJ, I'd love to hear your thoughts :)

[orbiting-saturn.livejournal.com]

Hey, there! I just read every one of your long-fics and didn't want to spam your inbox so I thought I'd just leave one comment here. All of your stories were SO fantastic. I've kept track of your one-shots, but apparently never got around to reading your BBs until they were rec'd to me by big_heart_june. I just loved the intensity of emotion that you portray between Sam and Dean. Even in your J2 fic, it felt like it was the desperation of Sam and Dean bleeding over. The last week of my life has been so much more enjoyable with your stories keeping me company. Thanks for being so awesome. :)

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hey there! Thank you SO much, you totally made my day with your lovely comment :) You're so right, btw, I am absolutely smitten with the intense emotion (often verging on desperation) always there between Sam and Dean. I don't think I'll ever tire writing it, and I think it even informs my J2 writing. I'm having so much fun with this year's big bang, since my artist is beyond amazing, and yep, my adoration of the Sam/Dean dynamic is still going strong! lol

Thanks again, bb!

Dark Angel fic 'Alive'

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hey there, it's like 6 months later, but someone just asked to read my Dark Angel fic 'Alive' so I opened it up for a few weeks. If you'd still like to read, here's the link:

http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/11730.html

If you do, let me know what you think. And heed the warnings!

Searching for Dark Angel fic

[magtrix1.livejournal.com]

I followed a link on Delicious here. Would like to read your Ames/Alec story Alive, but I'm looking forward to reading your new story 143 Alice Grim Lane. Friended you as well.

Re: Searching for Dark Angel fic

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hi there,
It's like 6 months after you asked this, but I just opened up the Dark Angel story 'Alive' for someone else, so thought I'd let you know. Here's the link to chapter one:

http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/11730.html

Let me know if you read! And heed the warnings!

[summerholt.livejournal.com]

Hey! PDF files for "The year of letting go" and "The outlaw Dean Winchester" were hosted on megaupload, now not available anymore. Can I get them from somewhere else? Thanks!

[kapot35.livejournal.com]

I've just found your fics and I think i'm addicted to them now! The writing is great and the emotions are so real!
Although I'm a Supernatural fan, I got here bc someone rec a dark angel fic called Alive - but it seems to be locked. Would it be too much if I asked you to open it for a couple days? Please **puppy eyes**
anyway, tnx for the wonderful fics - I'm trying to catch up but there are still a lot of fics to read here!

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hey there,
It's like 6 months later, but if you're still wanting to read my Dark Angel fic 'Alive', it's opened now for a few weeks.

http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/11730.html

Heed the warnings! And let me know what you think if you do read :)

[kapot35.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I'll leave a comment once I'm finished ^^

[chellexxx.livejournal.com]

Now i've a lj account i can let you know how much i love your stories, they take one on an emotional roller coaster, so, thanks or the great fic, especially, The Outlaw Dean Winchester & The Year Of Letting Go & The Eyelash Effect
xxx

[kyenala.livejournal.com]

Hi, sorry to bother you, but I love to read your story of Dark Angel Alive.
I really like your stories Supernatural and I have curious Alec / White.
Keep up the good work.

Dark Angel fic 'Alive'

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Hi there,

Just letting you know that I've opened up the DA fic 'Alive' for a few weeks if you want to read. Heed the warnings though, it's a very dark fic

http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/11730.html

If you do read, let me know what you think!

Fade to Black and Black is the color of my true love's eyes

[kjiija.livejournal.com]

With the end of Seasson 9 and dean's transformation, your wonderful fics came back to the forefront of my mind. I'd love to read again and I think you said you had a PDF version of both that i could use on my e-reader. Would you mind sharing?
My email is kjones80@cinci.rr.com.

Thanks!

[kagie.livejournal.com]

Hi would I be able to read Driver Picks the Music ?

xxx

[meegzi31.livejournal.com]

*sneaks in*

Hi, there. I don't usually leave comments on people's pages who I'm not friends with - I'm an exceptional lurker - but I recently found your fics a handful months ago (I can't for the life of me remember where, through an epic fic rec worm hole, probably) after a years-long break from the SPN fandom and LJ in general, and have since devoured as many as possible! I've been sucked back in to the show and had to go searching for new fic. And by new, I mean anything after S5...most of the stuff I've read previously only covered the first few seasons. I'm so thrilled to have found your incredible fics and to be reading fic from the later seasons in general. As I said, I fell out of the fandom after S5, and all of my old favorite authors seem to have done the same, so I have no idea where to look for well-written fic for the later/current seasons.

"The Year of Letting Go" is amazing, and "Inside Out Man" especially has stuck with me. I've read countless Sam/Dean genderswap fics (especially in the early years), but never one as affecting and angst-ridden as yours; they're usually comedic and light-hearted, but you took Dean changing into a girl and made it something completely different and new. It truly moved me.

Sorry for the long-winded praise, as I said I don't usually comment, so consider this a blanket comment for how much I've enjoyed reading all your fics so far!

I noticed in these comments almost EVERYONE has begged you to unlock your "Driver Pics The Music" story. I also noticed that it isn't listed in your masterlist so I have no idea what it's about - other than your warnings of very dark themes/dub con. I was hoping you might unlock it briefly so I could read it? Since I've loved everything else, I feel I can't miss out on this one! I completely understand if you don't want to but if you do, you have my sincere thanks.

Either way, I can't wait to see what you come up with next!

Also, are you on AO3 by any chance?

Shutting up now!

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, your lovely comment has made my day! I'm actually reworking 'Driver' - there were parts of it that I'm actually just not comfortable with, and it was written a long long time ago. So look for a new version, and I hope a better one.

I joined A03, but I have yet to find the time to get my fic posted over there! Job, writing of all sorts, kids, life has just been too hectic. I realize most people read there now, so my fics actually don't get read as much now, which means I really should do it. Soon! lol

Thanks again - look for a new spnj2bigbang to post next week here, btw. And a wincestbigbang is done and coming up too :)

[meegzi31.livejournal.com]

TWO new fics coming soon?? Clearly it's Christmas!

Also, totally understandable about "Driver". Excited to hear you're reworking it, I can't wait to see what it's all about when you're finished!

You know, it's funny about AO3 - personally, I actually prefer to read fics here on LJ, but do love the download option AO3 provides. Whenever I find a fic I love here, I tend to go hunt it down over there for an epub or pdf. Damn life for being so life-y, lol! No prob, no rush.

Anyway, cannot WAIT for these upcoming fics. Thanks so much for the reply, and I'll be sure to comment on the new stuff! :D

Wonderful list

[13loodyangel.livejournal.com]

Finally it’s unlocked 😍
Sorry for my bad english fyi, I read almost all your story but sometimes i forgot to write a comment. I guess I’m too occupied to read one to another of your story.
I know most of the time you hear it but let me say it once again: you are a talented writer. An artist. Your story telling is wonderful and you’re one of few SamxDean SPN writer that keep active through these years.
And I really, really appreciate it. I hope you have wonderful days because your stories help me through ups and downs.
Thank you ❤️

Re: Wonderful list

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, your comments made my day! I love knowing that my stories help you through some tough times - I feel the same about my favorite fanfiction, so that's a wonderful compliment. Thank you again for taking the time to tell me. Sending lots of hugs!

[caroline🐱🔞blm acab (from livejournal.com)]

Hi! I love all your stories and it’s inspiring that you are still writing SPN fic all these years later . With everything going on in Russia right now I’ve been worrying about what could happen if LJ went down permanently.
I would hate to lose your extensive treasure trove of fic. I realize it would take some work but would you consider backing up all your stories on AO3? I know many people would be very happy to see your fics preserved there. So much of SPN fandom like your fics is only on LJ and I want to make sure it’s saved.