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runedgirl ([personal profile] runedgirl) wrote2013-01-05 03:49 pm
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Fic: Six Minutes to Midnight

Title: Six Minutes to Midnight
Author: [livejournal.com profile] runedgirl
Rating: PG
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Word Count 900
Summary: New Year's Eve Winchester Style
Warning: current canon

For the commentfic meme at [livejournal.com profile] samdean_otp for [livejournal.com profile] cordelia_gray





Dean was asleep.

Sam was drunk, and Dean was asleep.

It was six minutes to midnight on New Year’s Eve, and Sam was drunk, and Dean had been too, before he’d fallen asleep right in the middle of Justin Bieber singing and Ryan Seacrest grinning white-teethed and what looked like half the world jammed into Times Square on the tiny motel television.

That was fifteen minutes ago, and Sam’s attention had drifted from the screen to the stretch of Dean’s neck as his head lolled back against the couch. Dean didn’t relax these days unless he was sleeping, leftover Purgatory hypervigilance still riding him, and Sam tried to avoid those darting green eyes, afraid he’d see reproach there still. The creases in Dean’s forehead were smoothed out now, the arch of his eyebrows giving away nothing. Sam was used to reading Dean’s expressions as easily – more easily – than he could Dean’s words. He had an eloquent face, Sam thought, and wanted to giggle.

Dean startled in his sleep, lashes fluttering and one fist clenching briefly on the sofa cushion before he settled again. Dean’s eyes were too pretty, too girly for a man so lethal. Sam had often thought it, and Purgatory had done nothing to blunt it. Sam brushed the tip of his finger clumsily across the soft spikes of Dean’s lashes where they lay dark against his freckled skin. They were soft, like he’d thought they probably would be. Dean’s nose twitched; he opened his mouth and smacked his lips a few times like maybe there was a fly on his face and he was making sure he didn’t eat it by mistake.

Sam almost laughed out loud at the thought, but Dean quieted again, his mouth falling open as he sighed and settled more deeply into the sagging cushions. Dean’s lips were as girly as his eyelashes, maybe more. They were pink and plump with a bow in the middle that called out for Sam’s fingertip to poke him right there. Just to see if they were as soft as they looked.

“They are,” Sam whispered, and let his finger run over the swell of Dean’s lower lip where the flesh gave easily, and Sam thought that it would be nice to kiss Dean there, have all that soft swell against his own mouth.

Ryan Seacrest got to three-two-one at the same time Sam thought about kissing his brother, and that seemed like it must be an omen, so Sam leaned down and pressed his lips to Dean’s. They were even softer against his mouth, and it was nice to have someone he loved to kiss on New Year’s Eve, and Sam was smiling when suddenly Dean’s tongue swept over his bottom lip, warm and slick and wet, and Sam felt it all over, a shuddering heat from his toes all the way up to his ears, and Sam was sure they were on fire. There seemed nothing to do but answer with his own, the instinct to rise to any challenge his big brother put out there long ago ingrained, and Sam tangled his tongue with Dean’s, pushed back and licked in, and the fire was all over him now, every inch of him alight with it.

People were singing Auld Lang Syne on television and Sam was making out with his brother on the couch of a crappy little motel in Colorado. Dean woke up enough to close his mouth about the same time the Times Square crowd stopped singing, and said “S’mmy? What?” sort of garbled against Sam’s chin. Sam’s skin was wet and tingly there, slick from Dean’s messy kisses.

Sam leaned back and sat up a little more, trying to remember what the appropriate reaction was. I’m sorry? I didn’t mean it? Let’s do it some more?

“Um, Happy New Year,” he settled on instead. Dean’s eyes were wide and green. The crease reappeared on his forehead, and Sam reached out to smooth his thumb over it.

“Don’t wanna see you worried,” Sam said, because he was maybe even more drunk than he’d been ten minutes ago, and he kept wanting to say things that were true, even if it was against the rules.

“Worried about what?” Dean asked, and his eyes were less wide but no less green.

“Anything,” Sam said, shaking his head sadly. “Everything.” He rubbed his thumb back and forth across Dean’s forehead, then let it drift down Dean’s cheek and over the slightly stubbled line of his jaw. He saw the moment Dean felt the touch for what it was, and everything slowed and tilted and shook a little, the universe trying to decide which way to let the Winchesters’ world turn. Sam wasn’t surprised when it spun in a different direction than everyone else’s; it had always been that way.

When Sam took his hand away, Dean’s forehead was smooth, his expression open.

“Well I guess that helps a little,” Dean said, and Sam combed his fingers through the soft spikes of Dean’s hair, down the nape of his neck, until Dean shivered and Sam knew that they were both catching fire. Dean’s lips parted, his cheeks pinked. Sam could see the bob of his Adam’s apple as Dean leaned his head back again, into Sam’s touch.

“A little is good,” Sam said, and shifted on the couch to press in closer, until he could feel the warmth of Dean’s breath against his cheek, then against his lips. He paused there, savoring the promise of change that for once was theirs to decide on – not angels, not demons, not vampires, not even other people. Dean leaned up and caught Sam’s mouth with his own, and Sam let himself fall.


[identity profile] cordelia-gray.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
THIS IS SO AWESOME. DID I TELL YOU HOW AWESOME IT IS?

he was maybe even more drunk than he’d been ten minutes ago, and he kept wanting to say things that were true, even if it was against the rules.

Love that line, and the whole little fic, really :) I think this is the only S8 first-time Wincest I've read, and I love it, and it seems totally plausible, which I would not have thought possible. Thank you!

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank YOU for the lovely prompt, it immediately translated itself into this in my head and spilled out just like that! So glad you liked it, and especially that it seems plausible in the midst of S8, which is testing all our OTP little hearts so sorely :) The commentfic meme is like a wonderful little oasis of Sam and Dean love, so thank you so much for the great idea!

[identity profile] i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
*sighs*

So gentle and beautiful.

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much, so glad you liked this :)

[identity profile] still-refrain.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
The best kind of fic for reading first thing on a Monday morning. Beautiful, tender and hopeful. Thanks for cheering up my grey day.

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
You're very welcome - thanks for cheering up mine with your lovely comment! :)

[identity profile] rivkat.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy New Year to me! That was delightful.

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy New Year indeed! Glad you enjoyed, gf :)
ext_184176: (more sam and dean)

[identity profile] downjune.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I love moments like these -- where their axis tilts and the future splits and they have to choose how it's going to go!

Lovely lovely lovely!

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! That's what I really wanted to convey, because I love those tipping points too, when time seems to slow down with the significance of the moment. So glad you liked :)
ext_19186: Dean the demon hunter (Default)

[identity profile] candygramme.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Sam thought that it would be nice to kiss Dean there, have all that soft swell against his own mouth.

I've had that thought myself far too frequently!

*sigh* I hope that they come back to this - relying on the promise of change that for once was theirs to decide on – not angels, not demons, not vampires, not even other people.

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I may have had that thought once or twice myself :)

I hope they come back to this too, in canon instead of just in all the S8 fics!! Until then, I'll just keep writing them into it. lol

[identity profile] dark-rebel84.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, how i love your writing...So amazing

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-07 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, I'm thrilled you liked this!

I just....well...

[identity profile] angelwatcher17.livejournal.com 2013-01-08 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
I love you...

Re: I just....well...

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-08 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
Back at ya! Thanks for making my night with your lovely comment :)

[identity profile] dimeliora.livejournal.com 2013-01-10 12:34 pm (UTC)(link)
And wow.

So much packed into less than a thousand words. Seriously, drunk Sam is awesome Sam, and his response to Dean waking up? I laughed for like two minutes.

This is really good!

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-12 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, I'm so glad you liked it -- and absolutely love that it made you laugh! That totally makes my day :)

Edition #2,445

[identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com 2013-01-11 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
User [livejournal.com profile] lesson_in_love referenced to your post from Edition #2,445 (http://spnnewsletter.livejournal.com/681123.html) saying: [...] by and (NC-17) Six Minutes to Midnight [...]

[identity profile] readerj.livejournal.com 2013-01-11 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Oh this is just gorgeous

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-12 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, so glad you liked!

[identity profile] peepingdru.livejournal.com 2013-01-11 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
yesssssssssssssssssssssssss..<<3333
Photobucket

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-12 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Dru, you leave the very BEST comments! *stares* I mean, who could resist kissing THAT?? Thanks so much, I'm so glad you liked this :)

OTP Weekly Recap: 01/11/2013: Edition #83

[identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com 2013-01-11 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
User [livejournal.com profile] electricmonk333 referenced to your post from OTP Weekly Recap: 01/11/2013: Edition #83 (http://samdean-otp.livejournal.com/388247.html) saying: [...] by Six Minutes to Midnight [...]

[identity profile] somer.livejournal.com 2013-01-13 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
So, so perfectly awesome! Loved it :)

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-14 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, so glad you enjoyed!

[identity profile] deezy-y.livejournal.com 2013-01-14 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, that was just so beyond wonderful...my heart thanks you. :D

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-14 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
And my heart thanks you for that icon, which just mesmerized me for many minutes and left me smiling :) Thanks so much, so glad you liked this!

OTP Weekly Recap: 01/14/13: Edition #84

[identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com 2013-01-20 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
User [livejournal.com profile] cordelia_gray referenced to your post from OTP Weekly Recap: 01/14/13: Edition #84 (http://samdean-otp.livejournal.com/395599.html) saying: [...] by Six Minutes to Midnight [...]

[identity profile] aerynsun5.livejournal.com 2013-01-21 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
So lovely. Just perfect.

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-21 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, I'm thrilled you liked it!

[identity profile] growyourwings.livejournal.com 2013-01-21 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
How did I miss this when you first posted it????

Guh. Gorgeous fic. :)

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-01-21 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know, but I'm very glad you liked it :) Thanks, gf!

OTP Weekly Recap: 01/27/2013 - Edition #86

[identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com 2013-01-27 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
User [livejournal.com profile] riyku referenced to your post from OTP Weekly Recap: 01/27/2013 - Edition #86 (http://samdean-otp.livejournal.com/400420.html) saying: [...] chronological order, older at the top. FAN FICTION Rated G, PG or PG-13 Six Minutes to Midnight [...]

Drunk!sex

[identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com 2013-02-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
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[identity profile] frankie98.livejournal.com 2013-02-17 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Let’s do it some more? Oooh! Oooh! I vote for *that* option!

I could see this happening and really, it *should* be happening, even with the current season's shenanigans, and that, along with giving me a warm feeling, is why this is so good and fulfilling. Thanks!

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2013-02-18 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
You're so very welcome, so glad you liked this! And I absolutely agree with you, this should totally be happening in canon :)

[identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com 2018-01-11 11:37 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, this is just such a perfect New Year’s fic. I didn’t even know how badly I needed it until I stumbled onto it and just drank it down like a cozy glass of eggnog (with a little kick :)

I know it’s been years since you wrote this, but I’m grateful. It really made my day!

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2018-01-13 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
And now you made my day by commenting :) Glad you enjoyed - and Happy New Year!

[identity profile] midnightsilvers.livejournal.com 2022-02-21 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
He saw the moment Dean felt the touch for what it was, and everything slowed and tilted and shook a little, the universe trying to decide which way to let the Winchesters’ world turn. Sam wasn’t surprised when it spun in a different direction than everyone else’s; it had always been that way. — I love this bit! 🤗🥰
Poor boys were so stressed in this season post purgatory. This would have been a wonderful New Years start for them!

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